nope, haven't found my happy pill yet, but i have a distinct feeling it's inside each one of us, and it's as easy as accessing our inner happiness. right?

sometimes i achieve that by bloody well ignoring all the crap that's going on. that works for only a short period, then we've got to get back to reality. harsh, as they say. but for a few moments, getting away to a beach, watching the tide rise, the sun set, and the night creeping slowly upon us... how lovely it is to be lost in the moment...

weekend's here! yippee!

here i am, on a tuesday of my life, reading some teenagers' blogs. and actually interested in others' lives. like i don't have enough living creatures around me to care for. hmmpphh. supposed to be at a Hash House Harriers bash this evening. not making it cos i couldn't cough up the joining fee. hmmpphh. and so i sit in my little office.

my little office. my pal's wife doing her job as dutifully and efficiently as always. i'm at my place, doing jack-shit. been on the internet much of the day, except for the time from 1pm - 4pm, where i had some dessert (groundnut paste dessert, not sure what it's really called in English). drove around a bit and escaped into a Twilight Zone of my consciousness. cheered up a little by 5pm, and so we have pisang goreng (banana fritters, would it be???) lovely, and only if i had some teh tarik (pulled tea??!!??) with it...

i must delve into my unconscious tonight. must see what's bugging me and keeping me down. nothing's going the way it's supposed to. this is in terms of my work ethics at the moment. yucks, big time! shame on me.

ah well. now where shall we go this evening eh....