there was a line from that PM Dawn song,'reality used to be a friend of mine'. i used to say that a lot.

need to sleep. it's fun working and being occupied 18 hours a day but i think a rest day is required... adoi. how my body hurts, and my brain, numbed.

looks like a busy busy weekend... Sunday we've got this Junglethon going on, six hours of trekking and what not. wish me luck. and Saturday, more events and work from morning til nite. well - as long as the dough pours in, that's ok. and if not... damn i must not be doing something right.

i think i am:

kink-e

taa taaa !!!

music for the morning: Metallica, Kill Em All. nothing like some solid rock to kickstart the morning eh.

another morning comes, another dawn to behold...

i'm sitting here and wondering what the hell am i doing for the rest of the morning. it'll be more in perspective if i had some food!

in my view: bills bills bills. and not the kind with YB Zeta's signature on it. wish it was though.

aiyoh. think i'll blog another time lah. there seems to be fog around my brains, and it feels heavy as well.

love n peace, babies.

e.

Playing now: Limp Bizkit, Chocolate Starfish & The Hot Dog Flavoured Water ( i think that's the title, a mouthful). less depressing than Korn, but perhaps a little less substantial? duh, whatever, it's a piece of music.

my life somewhat revolves around watching movies, after taking care of mundane stuff like work and managing the business and all that capitalist shit. reality starts after i clock out for the day, when i get down to a slice of escapist action (reality:fiction:blurred lines:where does the former end and the latter begin?). was watching this movie AUTOFOCUS - anyone else out there catch it? it's about this actor who delves into pornography and all sorts of perversion. includes one (1) dominatrix, and a few (2) orgies. (reality:fiction). remember, kids, watch this when your parents ain't around. they won't get it. (reality:fiction:tell the difference).

think i woke up on wrong side of bed. must be the huge ingestion of MSG last night - i had three burgers at home with extra sauce and msg and all that. don't think that's the cause lah. must get more sleep. yawn.

it's hot in here. aircond hasn't kicked in yet. too lazy to get the fan running. my to-do pile is mounting.

urrghhh think i'm gonna be one asshole today. need to put food in mouth. if i open my mouth wide enough, will something fall in, i wonder...

okay lah then - take care ok, all of you. Paul Oakenfold, anyone?

love n peace