think i'm getting teh tarik withdrawal symptoms. haven't had one since... err... 2.30am. i fought off the urge at lunch today (1.00pm) which was uncalled for. I WANNA MY TEH TARIK!!! why did i ever say no to a lovely teh tarik, i wonder... crazy me!!!

well, teh tarik is a mighty good diversion away from the harsh realities of life. okay, i know i'm a lazy, under-achieving, slacker dude, but for me to have to go to the frigging court next Tuesday due to my financial irresponsibilities? this is too much to bear.... ouch. this pain, even more than the S-M i crave for.... dripping candle wax, anyone?

only one thing for me to do - get to work. such an easy answer. get my backside off this seat and actually achieve some stuff. quite easily done, i must say. which makes my pain even greater.

see ya