Man, it's time to bitch about the Fuzz again. They have to realize, Respect is earned. Respect is not a given. I mean, there i was making my way home at 1.20am, sleepy as hell, after a friggin long day, after 2-3 drinks (hee hee), and there stands this young punk with a torchlight. YES you doofus i know, your friggin station's been there since friggin CNY. I don't think your stupid comments under your breath means shit to me. Say it to my face, dude. Fuzz do get retribution, you know.

I do have this vision of kicking the shit out of the Fuzz some day. It gives me great pleasure, just thinking of it. I am contradicting myself. Love, Peace and Violence? Hmmm.. Might have had too much inspiration from Malcolm X and his like. Shiver me timbers.

Whatever it was, the Fuzz is always looking in the wrong direction. So here i am home safe and sound. Ready to face another day. Fight the power. Authority and respect - earn it, you fools. Or carry on being the laughing stock, the puppets of those in Power, and those with a measly twenty ringgit to spare. Hah.

duh

UUUURRRGGGHHHH. time to wake up. obligatorily have to brush my teeth. and go out and do battle with the gods of capitalism. oh the things we do to fill our stomachs. pay for our vehicles. all that crap lah that comes with being 'adult'. There really is too much emphasis placed on that concept. Look at the 'adults' around ... frown lines, sad eyes, sulky faces, heart diseases (mmmm) .... Hey guys, go out and play sometime, is what i'd love to shout at em.

Me? I'm all play. Not too good a thing too. Doesn't help when the stomach's empty, and so's the wallet.

I'm so blur this morning. Think i need to shower now. Wake up my lazy brains, they're still in sleep mode. WAKE UP!!!!

Daffeeeeee ---> something to make you smile! All at once now.... Laa laa laaa laa la la la

LEAVING ON A JETPLANE

Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say Goodbye

But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

Ah-ah-ah-ahhh

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing

Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

CHORUS

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times that I won't have to say

CHORUS

I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go.

(And I'm) Leaving on a jetplane (repeat)

Yayyyy don't i just love the spirit of capitalism. I'm a confused creature. I think there IS such a thing as a social-capitalist? Hmmm. Do i get arrested for saying stuff like socialism / communism? You know what, i'm concerned about the current state of our young. I caught a glimpse of one student's homework , and it went something like, 'spreading negative concepts such as communism and capitalism.' Hmm. Malaysia is a capitalist country isn't it. How true then the correlation. Malaysia = Capitalist = Negative Concepts. I'd surely be arrested if this was seen by the Powers-That-Be.

Like i said before, It's all about the Benjamins....

damn i just noticed the common factor among at least three of my links over there. Guess what it is. I just don't think PPG fits in there...

hey hey you all... it's a lovely Tuesday isn't it. Up, about, and productive for much of the morning. I'm amazed. Certainly has its benefits, to have my mind and body going for longer periods of time. More to ponder on the state of the country, the universe, and our personal existence.

Given that, looks like my tree-planting is postponed... again. sob sob. Does anyone know, what species of tree would be good? Like, it wont be too tall as to break the roof and disrupt the electricity and phone cables? Something bearing fruit would be nice... my very own home-grown organic fruit... though i'd prefer home-grown organic lallang. I'd go on-and-on about its excellent theurapeutic qualities, healing power for mind, body and soul.

Inhale, exhaaaaaayle....

Lovely day it is. For the very fact that i'm still breathing. That i actually got up in the morning. I read about us Asian males having spontaneous bed-time deaths. Scary thought. At least i'd be dreaming at the time. And that the dream goes on and on and on and on. Like 'Vanilla Sky'? Hmmm. So, all us Asian males - don't stress yourself out. Breathe. Enjoy the simple things in life.

Later....

It's eye-gunk time this morning again. No wonder the screen looks blur. Sunday, oh Sunday, how i love thee...... how i look forward to the parteeeee.....

I have this feeling now. Can't really explain it. Might just be some false optimism, the effect of all that sugar from the Coke i've consumed tonight. But.... I feel like everything's going to be all right. It's like, frig, I'm gonna wake up on Sunday noon and find butterflies flitting around in my garden. Rainbows in the sky above. A healthy bank balance. Perhaps I'm at a point where I need dreams to come true.