listening to Put it In Your Mouth. hot. thanks, hani, for recommending it. hope u feel better! hot lemon, aiiggghhhttt, for that flu of yours.

i am a dual experience. the dichotomy of me. not exactly the alpha and the omega... (is that blasphemous? dont want any Christian extremists kicking my ass here). perhaps more of the ying and yang. i might be like water, fluid to fill all containers of all shapes and sizes. i am fluid, i am everywhere, and i am, nowhere...

do you question my existence, my presence, in your lives? or, tomorrow, was i ever here?

blink, and i might disappear.

fluid.

am i a figment of your imagination? am i just a collective of matter which learnt to manipulate the electronics of today?

do i exist? do i ride on the wind blowing between the houses of the metropolis, swaying the leaves of the rare tree, and sounding off the many wind-chimes of urbania? am i a material being?

your minds play tricks.

i am not he whom you see.